It is what it is.

That's the problem these days. People settle for way less then they deserve. I'm extremely guilty of this, come to think of it, I've never really gotten what i deserved. The one time i ever got anywhere close to that, i ran...

  What if... 

Not that i regret it, i'm happy with where i am now, and who i have in my life. But, sometimes it seems like i'll never get what i deserve. But hey, i'm 16, it's high school, i don't even need to be worried about that. So as of now, i'm done looking, what's meant to be, will be. It is what it is, everything happens for a reason, etc. <3

- Taylor!

"Sometimes it takes a good fall to really know where you stand"

Everybody does blogs. So why not, right?
I'm not sure what really to write about though. Most people use blogs as a way to say things to people that they can't say to their face. Either it's because they are too scared, or can never find the right words to say. So sure, i'll write a couple things to people that i couldn't normally say to their face, i guess.


1. i could say this to your face, you're my best friend. you have honestly been there for me WHENEVER i needed it. through my bad decisions, and all, you've never left, never judged... just helped me, and that's honestly all i needed. someone to help me, and you have, really you have. so thank you best friend, i love you.


2. i can't say all that i want to say other than that you've put me through a lot, and that's pretty much self- explanatory. nothing more needs to be said, really.


3. I hate that things are like they are between us, i'd like to start over with you honestly. Get back to middle school, before everything changed. i have no room to judge, i realize that, but i just wish things wouldn't have changed. I'd give anything to go back to middle school, when we were all close. I don't think things will ever be like that again.


4. You're also my best friend, i tell you almost everything. Even though you're mean sometimes, i still love you. :p


5. to all my friends and family, or anybody that's been there for me... thank you <3


6. We used to be SUPER close, but then i made some decisions that weren't so good, and that changed our whole friendship. I'd like it to get back to the way it was, a second chance type thing. you're going to know this is about you because 'you're good'... so yeah :)


people change, it's a part of growing up. but i wish some things would stay the same.


 - Taylor!